.my elusive piece of mind

awww laaabss! im bluuushiiing naa.. hahaha! kaw tlga.. you made me miss you more. Well.. thanks for the blog, i'm doing good naman here.. we're on our last week of theory so after that, it's all in the kitchen na. I've learnt quite a lot of interesting stuff and im more conscious with what i eat. I'm staying as much as possible away from those fast foods. hahaha. No more soft drinks also.. hahaha! Last time i had a soda was when i was having a bad stomach so i drank sprite to fart it away.. hahaha!

My new obsession is knives and anything to do with kitchens.. hahaha. Earlier i was out in Toronto Eaton Centre and there was this advertisement kinda demo with knives and its funny 'coz i just got there when it was almost over then the guy said whoever stayed and watched him, he was going to give free paring knives. So aun.. i got a free paring knife (a paring knife is a small knife usually used for slicing stuff while ur holding whatever u wanna slice up haha).. im not such a pro yet at looking knives so yeah.. i'm just happy with a chef's knife( the all purpose knife haha) 8", full tang, high carbon steel i'm using atm. It's my only friend here hahaha! My school still has to yet giv us our knives lol. Btw.. i've also become a sort of a clean freak.. hahaha!

I haven't made friends or anything. I guess i haven't found my type of crowd yet. It gets very lonely and all i do is spend my time in front of my laptop, watch episodes and movies, download, and i bought a sketchbook and pencils and pen... i still call myself an artist hahaha. My classmates are.. well prolly around my age or below 24. They all smoke and you knw how mch i hate being around smokers.. so yeah, i don't really get to stick around with them. There are lots of cuties and bla bla bla all sorts of people here... but i'm taken na.. pero i can look for one for you hahaha! You want me to check out guys for you??? LOL!!!!

I like it here, it's just that i don't really have no1 to hang around with or to laugh with or to see places with or to go crazy with or be me.. I live with my ate and she's busy most of the time..and we usually get in2 fights. haha. My ate and i are like fire and fire.. so we just explode. I really miss julie.. missss her! hehe.

So ano? you going bak to dubai during ur sem break? I don't even knw when ill be able to get back to dubai. After my advanced course next year, ill prolly start on my apprenticeship here so i have no clue. I miss dubai and yfc and esp my fam.. but i don't get tht homesick.. i just miss knowing people and being familiar with the place i live in.

Hayy.. onga eh.. punta ka ditooo! Shopping tayoo! hahaha. So many nice thigns to buy here ahaha.. i've been getting tempted to shop for clothes nga eh.. pero i dnt wanna abuse my card haha. Wawa nman fam ko pati si julie sa dubai. Coz of me, restricted ung budget nila.. =b!
I really hope we see each other again soon. Just a few days ago i was just reminiscing about the older days.. tpos kung pano tayo naging close hahaha. I miss my good ol friends though ung iba endangered na ata and ung iba.. changed lol.. =(. Oh well.. don't change ha and thanks for the effort of keeping in touch.. kahit ndi often you still knw how to make ur presence known hihi. I know i have an extraordinary friend who wont forget me and that's Chrissie Tongio.. naks nman! ahahaha

You take care of yourself ok? One day i can giv you a private cooking class... hahaha! Next time nlng ulit.. Hayy na mimiss ko 2loy ung times na we would talk for hours and sometimes go emo and when we criticize people and when we'd both cry.. hahaha! You keep safe as well and take things easy.. dont overwork urself 'coz u have tht habit hehe. Stay the same and don't change for the worse.. i knw u got ur feet on the ground =)!

Missyaa!!! Stay smilin' and God bless!! Love ya!
Gluck in everything!
xoxo =)

wahaha! shucks why do we all hav to be apart ryt? yan 2loy.. miss ko kayo! huhuhu.. which pics xP haha.

haha bitch! LOL. hayyy.. kse eh! we had to go.. wattudo? we'll meet pa naman. but i really don't know when im coming back to dubai.. might be years before i see you guys agn unless y'all come over here ^_^.

hahaha 5-10 years? i hope i alrdy made a name for myself by that time. haha.. nkka excite tong course ko. It's always a surprise.. theres always a bad and a good thing so sari sariling diskarte.. haha and im competitive as well.. so aun.. i like it when my creativity gets challenged.. hahaha! However.. marriage will come when i'm stable and rich.. hahaha and i'll be able to spoil my wife and she'll feel like the luckiest girl in this world.. not feel lng but she WILL be!!.. syempre.. she wont jus get the best, she'll get the very best.. its a package.. syempre, i'm the very best dba? HAHAHAHA!

LOL. everytime u say panty patty.. i remember those big kinda underwear those grandmothers wear hahaha! im picturing patty in one.. hahahha! panty outside.. shorts/pants inside haha! reverse =b!

haha my reply-blog? hahaha.. yeah well.. almost endangered but theyre still there.. haha.. i take the train and bus here everyday.. mag sasawa ka! the city is so nice you knw.. its jus tht its lonely here.. im trying to make friends with my classmates.. well im actually starting with this filipino guy(hes jus new here as well and guess what? his name is john as well.. but hell.. im the most unique john out there.. nothing can compare to john barnes!! hahahaha) and for some reason i get along easier with girls but theres only one girl i talk to in class mostly.. shes from bermuda i think.. bsta somewhere in south america.

d2 wla stealers.. ako ung stealer.. kya mtakot sila sakin if they dont let me sit down. I'm going to be carrying a set of knives everyday so mag ingat ingat cla sakin! hahaah!

hayy.. i miss our crazy times loool! and hey.. im still growing.. though its jus cms.. i do feel like i grew a bit.. a teeny weeny bit.. malay.. hahaha. At least im still taller than you.. ASA ka n lng! =b!!!!! and im hotter than you any day! boobs lng lamang mo eh.. u see,, if i had boobs.. imagine how hot id be.. HAHAHAHA EWWWW! nvm.. i dnt like boobies.. id rather enjoy them in another wayy.. HAHAHAHA!! JKKKKKK!!!! =D.. tignan mo.. nagiging green 2loy ako gwa mo! kaw nag turo sakin maging bastos eh.. tsk tsk!

haha buntis?please..may baby na po ako noh!hahaah.joke lang BALIW KA TLAG xsie!bblik k b dito during the break or chilling der sa pinas ?